Ls

So I know You feel neglected and unloved by mean but I promise I haven’t forgot about you! I know it’s been a while since we last talked, I have so much to tell you I don’t even know where to start. Since the last time we spoke, I have encountered countless twists and turns. Kai is now 9 months and has so much energy I had to enroll him in a daycare… I don’t know if I’m ready for that first drop off. His first day is supposed to be tomorrow but I think I’m going to wait. I’ve realized that no matter what you say, what you do has to correlate. If not you’re not only lying to others but you’re lying to yourself and that’s not healthy. Having a positive mind and positive goals means absolutely nothing unless your action are positive. One thing for sure you can get through anything you’re going through with God by your side. God shows up in any form and through anyone… I haven’t had the easiest beginning of 2018 I was close too saying throw the whole year away. From falling behind academically, to my relationship hitting a bump in the road… things just seem to be falling apart right before my eyes. I sat back and had to rethink my life rethink my focus and ask God to forgive me and guide me the right way. Never be afraid to cry and let everything go so God can show you the right way. Relationship wise, everything will be fine.. I can say I know we’re built on love and no matter what we go through we can get through it. Relationships are truly hard work, when you are looking to become more than a friend with your significant other, be ready to accept the difference and look for nothing but the positives within one another no matter what!!! I know that no matter what we go through at the end of the day, we are going to be right back under one another, We can’t leave each other mad for too long.. SO !! for the rest of 2018 I vow to be on time with my blogs, I have to let you know what’s going on! One last thing S/O to baby Kyndal she started walking the other day!! My son up next for sure!! Until we speak again… Stay Positive, Live to love= Love to live!