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So I know You feel neglected and unloved by mean but I promise I haven’t forgot about you! I know it’s been a while since we last talked, I have so much to tell you I don’t even know where to start. Since the last time we spoke, I have encountered countless twists and turns. Kai is now 9 months and has so much energy I had to enroll him in a daycare… I don’t know if I’m ready for that first drop off. His first day is supposed to be tomorrow but I think I’m going to wait. I’ve realized that no matter what you say, what you do has to correlate. If not you’re not only lying to others but you’re lying to yourself and that’s not healthy. Having a positive mind and positive goals means absolutely nothing unless your action are positive. One thing for sure you can get through anything you’re going through with God by your side. God shows up in any form and through anyone… I haven’t had the easiest beginning of 2018 I was close too saying throw the whole year away. From falling behind academically, to my relationship hitting a bump in the road… things just seem to be falling apart right before my eyes. I sat back and had to rethink my life rethink my focus and ask God to forgive me and guide me the right way. Never be afraid to cry and let everything go so God can show you the right way. Relationship wise, everything will be fine.. I can say I know we’re built on love and no matter what we go through we can get through it. Relationships are truly hard work, when you are looking to become more than a friend with your significant other, be ready to accept the difference and look for nothing but the positives within one another no matter what!!! I know that no matter what we go through at the end of the day, we are going to be right back under one another, We can’t leave each other mad for too long.. SO !! for the rest of 2018 I vow to be on time with my blogs, I have to let you know what’s going on! One last thing S/O to baby Kyndal she started walking the other day!! My son up next for sure!! Until we speak again… Stay Positive, Live to love= Love to live!

Life in 24hrs

Wow. So in the last 24hrs my life has done a complete 360. I’m basically dizzy at how fast everything can turn around. I went from being completely scared of the future ahead, to being nothing but optimistic. When I say I am hoping for the nothing but prosperity in the upcoming year for everyone I encounter. I seriously mean it! Yesterday morning I was awoken and not in the best head space from the moment I opened my eyes. From being nagged into depression by my parents to being irritated by my boyfriend all because of the negative energy that I conjured up from the moment I opened my eyes. We LOST our first game of the season and I did terrible. The weight of that game was pounding in my head all throughout the night. Just to be woken up by more burdens and more anguish. Went out of my way to try and make a better future for me and my family just to get another lesson slapped right to my cheeks. I put myself out there took a leap of faith and had my a** handed to me. But hey, I guess if I was willing to take the leaps to success, I must be able to take the scrapes and bruises from my falls. On a positive note I am happy for the backbone and solid foundation me and my boyfriend have built. NO MATTER what happens I know at the end of the day he has my back and vice versa. To end my night tonight I think I just need a little TLC to the heart my pride got hit very hard today. With success comes pain and failures. WE will be victorious in the end. ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE MY SON IS TRYING TO WALK!!! *8 months and counting. Stay Positive, Be You! #Positive #PositiveTheBlog #BlackGirlMagic

New Beginnings

Nothing but positive vibes! This blog is a stress free, care free, black girl magic environment. I’m here to inspire and encourage a positive lifestyle for you. Through my journey, I hope to not only inspire positivity but also show great strength and integrity everyday I wake up. Just like you there are days where I’m low and need a pick-me-up, so I’m here to pick you up! Positivity is for everybody! Today I vow to acknowledge all blessings that are in my life and I plan on helping you realize the blessings that you have also. Imma start by being happy that you are still reading my blog and since you are that means we might have a potential relationship being built! Seeing your blessings is hard, especially when you have been taking losses for so long. Take this into consideration next time you feeling down. “This too shall pass” Everyday you have a choice, Get up and be productive or Be lazy and waste precious time. Get Up! There is too much that can be done in 24hrs take advantage of this opportunity that you have every day! What happened in the past cannot be changed take that Loss and turn it into a Lesson move on! Today begins my open book, I will share my thoughts, struggles, accomplishments, and failures with you. Being a mother, athlete, student, and worker is by far the hardest thing I’ve ever encountered, but I’m ready to share my journey with you. So let me introduce myself, my name is Aryana Jackson. I am 20 yrs young and I live in Ohio. I have 2 sisters and 1 brother. July 1st 2016 I started dating the love of my life and April 7,2017 I gave birth to the biggest blessing ever given to me. As of now I live with both my parents (talk about a headache) and I plan on moving VERY soon. I am going to share with you the struggle of trying to move out, maintain my relationship, be a mother, work, be a student athlete, and keep my sanity. Wish me Luck! #BlackGirlMagic #Positive